Anyone feel like killing themselves ?

[Raymond]

Get out of your head and help others. Volunteer at a soup kitchen or something. Altruism is a good cure for depression

Do you really give a shit about those people you'd be helping?

 

[The Real Dan Mullen]

Well, being in shape makes that easier too, since it boosts your confidence. Plus, even though most guys won't admit it, a part of what makes sex good is that you can lie in bed and talk to her about all kinds of faggy stuff afterwards.

So much this. Sometimes after making love, Flavia tells me about all the shit she had to clean that day and the shit stains she encounters that are so embedded in the bowl she has to use her nails to scrape them off. Then I’m ready for another round.

 

[TorqueWheeler]

So much this. Sometimes after making love, Flavia tells me about all the shit she had to clean that day and the shit stains she encounters that are so embedded in the bowl she has to use her nails to scrape them off. Then I’m ready for another round.

So glad you came back, Dan.

 

[CumiaPoodle]

No, I'm not gay.

God love ya

 

[CuntFucker]

Dude as gay as this sounds I fuckin love you dude always have since the og sub. I want to help homeless people sooo bad. I hate how much this is going to sound like a pity party but I just need to explain something as to why I feel this way.

One of the reasons I’m all fucked up is that at 18/19. My mother got really really sick so she wasn’t there mentally (or physically) so she signed our home over to my brother. (My brother happened to be the person who allegedly had CP on his laptop)

Well for no reason at all once my brother took the house he sold it and didn’t allow me to come. So what money I had to used to move from place to place shitty job to shitty job. I eventually became homeless for a long time. Living in crack houses with fucking mad rats. Catching all these skin diseases cuz two of the places were houses that were worse than a lot of the ones on horders.

Got an apartment in a house where my father who I met at like 4-5. Would take me. He would shoot dope and tell me don’t come out of the room. I rented the upstairs in that place. It was so weird being back at the place that sucked so hard when I was kid.

Mind you I wasn’t allowed at the house my brother bought because I was an addict or stole stuff or did bad things. He just wanted to usurp his older brother and myself. I’d been paying rent since I was 17 and every dollar I got from my fathers SS went into the house. And I also got three tenants which I managed from 15 until the house sold. So it wasn’t like I was leeching.

So with no family no love recourses or stability I went from shitty job to shitty job. Sleeping in cars overpasses homes of basements with no heat in ny. Now I’m at the end of my 20s I have nothing to show for it. I want a career so badly I just want to be like everyone else so fucking bad dude. I just don’t know where to begin or how. I don’t mind puttin in the work I just feel so lost bro

Lots of us have gone through bad times but you can't sit around thinking about the past or worrying about the future you have to forget the past and live in the present fr no cap that includes wasting time trying to impress losers on here trying to be as edgy as possible

I want a career so badly I just want to be like everyone else so fucking bad dude.

Careers don't exist anymore the majority of people have shitty jobs they hate

I just feel so lost bro

Don't you have like google maps or something?

 

[guest]

Dude as gay as this sounds I fuckin love you dude always have since the og sub. I want to help homeless people sooo bad. I hate how much this is going to sound like a pity party but I just need to explain something as to why I feel this way.

One of the reasons I’m all fucked up is that at 18/19. My mother got really really sick so she wasn’t there mentally (or physically) so she signed our home over to my brother. (My brother happened to be the person who allegedly had CP on his laptop)

Well for no reason at all once my brother took the house he sold it and didn’t allow me to come. So what money I had to used to move from place to place shitty job to shitty job. I eventually became homeless for a long time. Living in crack houses with fucking mad rats. Catching all these skin diseases cuz two of the places were houses that were worse than a lot of the ones on horders.

Got an apartment in a house where my father who I met at like 4-5. Would take me. He would shoot dope and tell me don’t come out of the room. I rented the upstairs in that place. It was so weird being back at the place that sucked so hard when I was kid.

Mind you I wasn’t allowed at the house my brother bought because I was an addict or stole stuff or did bad things. He just wanted to usurp his older brother and myself. I’d been paying rent since I was 17 and every dollar I got from my fathers SS went into the house. And I also got three tenants which I managed from 15 until the house sold. So it wasn’t like I was leeching.

So with no family no love recourses or stability I went from shitty job to shitty job. Sleeping in cars overpasses homes of basements with no heat in ny. Now I’m at the end of my 20s I have nothing to show for it. I want a career so badly I just want to be like everyone else so fucking bad dude. I just don’t know where to begin or how. I don’t mind puttin in the work I just feel so lost bro

God damn my life has been boring as shit.

Man you are still alive after all that, so find something you like and just go for it. You have more life experiences already than most people will have in their entire boring lives and those people still struggle even though they have it easy and have never known real adversity. Fuck a "career", im sure like me, most people here are working some job so they can support their family, not because we have a real passion for what we are doing. Find something you dont hate that you can support yourself on. You can get some certs in technology if you wanna sit around for work, or you can do some construction/labor and keep active. Like jackmehoff said, no one is going to remember us in 100 years or the bullshit we did 9-5 everyday so fuck it, live in the moment and enjoy it.

Or go to a pool and hold yourself under water to drown yourself. Your body wont let you because you dont actually want to die and all those fuckers who jumped off bridges and survived said they regretted it mid-air. If you shoot yourself though make sure you do it right or you are going to feel awful silly when you wake up in the hospital room (ona reference)

 

[CumiaPoodle]

I do. I’m broke and I’ll give homeless people tens and 20s. making other people happy makes me happy

Do you really give a shit about those people you'd be helping?

 

[CumiaPoodle]

Lots of us have gone through bad times but you can't sit around thinking about the past or worrying about the future you have to forget the past and live in the present fr no cap that includes wasting time trying to impress losers on here trying to be as edgy as possible



Careers don't exist anymore the majority of people have shitty jobs they hate



Don't you have like google maps or something?

Love you CF I was always into your bit since the beginning. We all need to be called gay every single day

 

[CumiaPoodle]

God damn my life has been boring as shit.

Man you are still alive after all that, so find something you like and just go for it. You have more life experiences already than most people will have in their entire boring lives and those people still struggle even though they have it easy and have never known real adversity. Fuck a "career", im sure like me, most people here are working some job so they can support their family, not because we have a real passion for what we are doing. Find something you dont hate that you can support yourself on. You can get some certs in technology if you wanna sit around for work, or you can do some construction/labor and keep active. Like jackmehoff said, no one is going to remember us in 100 years or the bullshit we did 9-5 everyday so fuck it, live in the moment and enjoy it.

Or go to a pool and hold yourself under water to drown yourself. Your body wont let you because you dont actually want to die and all those fuckers who jumped off bridges and survived said they regretted it mid-air. If you shoot yourself though make sure you do it right or you are going to feel awful silly when you wake up in the hospital room (ona reference)

Dude it’s so strange you say get some cents that’s kind of the only thing I want to do. I just don’t know if it’s a viable option. And when I said career I really meant a job that don’t pay dog shit where I work around retarded jigs and unfunny racist Italians in their 50s packing boxes.

Also bro I bet if I could have seen your life I wouldn’t call it boring we just lived different lives. I guarantee you have so much more life experience than I do. Mine is just I guess the road less traveled cuz who the fuck would want to lol.

But this has been really helpful cuz I want to rack up Certs so I can work from home. And spend the rest of the time in the gym going to the movies chilling with my retarded friends. I don’t need meaning in my life in my work. I find meaning in my creative endeavors, books, film. This place and you guys no homo.

 

[ShutYourCakeHorn]

I do. I’m broke and I’ll give homeless people tens and 20s. making other people happy makes me happy

I'll show you my dick for some 20's.

Help a nigger out here.

I also accept amazon gift cards.

 

[CumiaPoodle]

I'll show you my dick for some 20's.

Help a nigger out here.

I also accept amazon gift cards.

 

[ShutYourCakeHorn]

Not bad, not bad at all.

 

[guest]

Do you really give a shit about those people you'd be helping?

No, not really. But doing something that kind of benefits others and not expecting any reward or thanks for it makes you feel good for a bit

 

[Guest]

P

Not recently, no.
I lost my wife a few decades ago and would trade wealth and property to have her back.
In the aftermath, I walked away from my career and saw my best friend dissolve from a promising engineer, to a gambler, to a corpse.
No matter our many bouts, my father refuses to die.
My brother is a cripple
I pay my mother's medical bills.
I live in the country with a dying dog.
I'm an active member of this site.

But suicide is for faggots.

Pls post pics of wife

 

[The Fuchitive]

Piss or get off the pot!

 

[guest]

I know there's no way to do it without at least a little bit of pain but what's the most painless way to go about it?

 

[The Fuchitive]

I know there's no way to do it without at least a little bit of pain but what's the most painless way to go about it?

Probably fentanyl

 

[TheRevAlJolson]

The dead know only one thing, it is better to be alive

 

[guest]

Probably fentanyl

I've heard that any OD is absolutely not painless.

 

[The Fuchitive]

I've heard that any OD is absolutely not painless.

Realistically you'd probably probably want something super quick. Like shooting yourself in the head, but you gotta make damn sure you know which spot to hit.