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The DMAN has had it in his mind at his lowest, but he usually only gets to that point when he's being a dramatic little fudge about something stupid that later has a chuckle about, or forgets completely. Once he picks himself up, dusts off, and heads forward.
It is nothing but an empty threat one makes to themselves, while enjoying their own pity. It's like reverse dopamine, replaying your worst thoughts, sending you into that shame spiral, knowing you're absolutely finished. Maybe popping a little sad music on there that makes you feel like a MOPE. But a temporary daydream your mind doesn't let you wake up from.
Friends and Fans, if you ever have thoughts of suicide. Just think to yourself. Instead of just ending it there quietly... Try something outrageous - Be selfish. Take out huge loans. Start a business, you literally have a 50/50 shot as long as you pray and thank the lord for what he done. Take ridiculous risks, run your credit into the ground buying things you always wanted like an Anthony might. We say 'might' because The DMAN hasn't taken any shots at Anthony lately, and The DMAN would like to keep it that way. (O&A 30th, summer 2024)
The truth is, The DMAN has never even gotten to the stage of even CONSIDERING the method of suicide -- That's how he knows it's just a dramatic empty thread to oneself. Would never try to shoot self. Too scared of heights to even climb let alone jump off anything. Would rather live another 90 years fearing death than ever be burned alive. However The DMAN appreciates and cherishes life, but at his worst moments, he does consider especially if he were to be diagnosed with any incurable disease. What's the point? Do you really love life that much that you would undergo that which make you even less capable of living your life as it was? Bed-ridden? Where we at with that? The DMAN is going to hang up (the phone, not himself) and listen to your answer.
Why'd ya do it, Steve?
It is nothing but an empty threat one makes to themselves, while enjoying their own pity. It's like reverse dopamine, replaying your worst thoughts, sending you into that shame spiral, knowing you're absolutely finished. Maybe popping a little sad music on there that makes you feel like a MOPE. But a temporary daydream your mind doesn't let you wake up from.
Friends and Fans, if you ever have thoughts of suicide. Just think to yourself. Instead of just ending it there quietly... Try something outrageous - Be selfish. Take out huge loans. Start a business, you literally have a 50/50 shot as long as you pray and thank the lord for what he done. Take ridiculous risks, run your credit into the ground buying things you always wanted like an Anthony might. We say 'might' because The DMAN hasn't taken any shots at Anthony lately, and The DMAN would like to keep it that way. (O&A 30th, summer 2024)
The truth is, The DMAN has never even gotten to the stage of even CONSIDERING the method of suicide -- That's how he knows it's just a dramatic empty thread to oneself. Would never try to shoot self. Too scared of heights to even climb let alone jump off anything. Would rather live another 90 years fearing death than ever be burned alive. However The DMAN appreciates and cherishes life, but at his worst moments, he does consider especially if he were to be diagnosed with any incurable disease. What's the point? Do you really love life that much that you would undergo that which make you even less capable of living your life as it was? Bed-ridden? Where we at with that? The DMAN is going to hang up (the phone, not himself) and listen to your answer.
Why'd ya do it, Steve?
