How do you guys control it? I constantly fly off the handle over things. Like today some old cunt cut me off and I sat on the horn for minutes straight whilst getting in front of him and brake checking him for a mile whilst screaming at the top of my lungs until my throat started hurting.
The other day I'm on the train sitting across from someone who you know thinks of themselves as a tough guy, you can see it in their face, but in reality hes in his 50s and has a beer belly but he's going to sit there and try to intimidate me, a young 20 something trained brawler who doesn't look particularly tough but is known to give people massive shocks when pushed. Anyway this faggot is sitting directly across from me looking in my direction, trying to dominate the situation, it's not going to happen, I want to look directly ahead and not sit with my head down pretending to look at my phone. So I stare directly at him and he keeps looking in my general direction. I can feel my temper rising and my face reddening, you can cut the tension with a knife, im seconds away from calling this fuck out when the train stops and he gets off. Now im left there raging and when I reach my stop I jump up and kick the door, denting it and scream 'FUUUCCK' and people think im crazy.
Then there's constant little things like people talking in cinemas, I have shouted at numerous people and even physically removed some teenagers from the battle of lake changiin as adults defend THEM. People chewing loudly in restaurants. I have been banned from a grocery store near me as the staff were talking and ignoring me whilst I waited for them to reset the self service machine, there was a red flashing light above it they knew I needed help, so I let them have it, they threatened to deny me service so the groceries ended up smashed all over the floor whilst I go back to my apartment and get on the heavy bag until my knuckles are bruised.
So how do you guys deal with it? Am I the problem or are people getting increasingly ignorant and inconsiderate since the lockdowns? I fear one day I'll end up in a confrontation in which people do not walk away from.
The other day I'm on the train sitting across from someone who you know thinks of themselves as a tough guy, you can see it in their face, but in reality hes in his 50s and has a beer belly but he's going to sit there and try to intimidate me, a young 20 something trained brawler who doesn't look particularly tough but is known to give people massive shocks when pushed. Anyway this faggot is sitting directly across from me looking in my direction, trying to dominate the situation, it's not going to happen, I want to look directly ahead and not sit with my head down pretending to look at my phone. So I stare directly at him and he keeps looking in my general direction. I can feel my temper rising and my face reddening, you can cut the tension with a knife, im seconds away from calling this fuck out when the train stops and he gets off. Now im left there raging and when I reach my stop I jump up and kick the door, denting it and scream 'FUUUCCK' and people think im crazy.
Then there's constant little things like people talking in cinemas, I have shouted at numerous people and even physically removed some teenagers from the battle of lake changiin as adults defend THEM. People chewing loudly in restaurants. I have been banned from a grocery store near me as the staff were talking and ignoring me whilst I waited for them to reset the self service machine, there was a red flashing light above it they knew I needed help, so I let them have it, they threatened to deny me service so the groceries ended up smashed all over the floor whilst I go back to my apartment and get on the heavy bag until my knuckles are bruised.
So how do you guys deal with it? Am I the problem or are people getting increasingly ignorant and inconsiderate since the lockdowns? I fear one day I'll end up in a confrontation in which people do not walk away from.
