I think I'm done...

Am I done?


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Gay Faggot.

I am Dan.
At least take Patrick out with you
This is the most retarded thing ever. The last thing this place needs is proving Ricks nonsensical lying tweets correct. I’m going to assume you were only jokin’……sniff.

In response to Volkov, just get the fuck over yourself. That’s all this sounds like. “I read a book every two days. I coulda been a fawkin model!” Sure dude. If you’re that great do something with it and get the fuck off here.
 
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I just don't know who I am anymore. My mind doesn't work properly anymore and I don't know why. I am increasingly confused and bothered. I often fall into a blind rage out of nowhere. I can't be bothered to read anymore despite previously reading 1 book every 2 days. I don't care about my political or religious beliefs anymore. Everything is trivial. I am constantly terrified of death and think it is imminent. I haven't looked in the mirror in over a year as I feel physically sick at my appearance even though I was a model for Abercrombie as a teen, basically deep down I know I am not ugly but I can't seem to see reality anymore. I just walk, I walk for hours a day, it's the only relief I get from my mind, sometimes my tired old dad joins me and talks about how great our town was back in the day. I know I'm not depressed or insane I'm just tired and afraid. It's all futile, we'll die and be forgotten in a couple generations. Is it all just about reproducing and existing?

I had trouble writing this as my tears are messing with my touch screen.
Sounds like you are have some kind of dissociative episode man. You should seek some professional help.

Also, to your question: "I know I'm not depressed or insane I'm just tired and afraid. It's all futile, we'll die and be forgotten in a couple generations. Is it all just about reproducing and existing?"

You're on the money. Let me share some scripture with you, a sort of proto-nihilist portion of the Bible but it might intrigue you:
[URL='https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Ecclesiastes-Chapter-1/']Ecclesiasties 1:1-11 KJV[/URL]
1 The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem.
2 Vanity of vanities, saith the Preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity.
3 What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun?
4 One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh: but the earth abideth for ever.
5 The sun also ariseth, and the sun goeth down, and hasteth to his place where he arose.
6 The wind goeth toward the south, and turneth about unto the north; it whirleth about continually, and the wind returneth again according to his circuits.
7 All the rivers run into the sea; yet the sea is not full; unto the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again.
8 All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.
9 The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.
10 Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.
11 There is no remembrance of former things; neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after.

All we can really do is hope to be fruitful and multiply, to borrow more from scripture. We either die alone with our cats like the people of SFWA or we die surrounded by loved ones like those who value family.
 

aRTie02150

STEP OFF!
Sounds like you are have some kind of dissociative episode man. You should seek some professional help.

Also, to your question: "I know I'm not depressed or insane I'm just tired and afraid. It's all futile, we'll die and be forgotten in a couple generations. Is it all just about reproducing and existing?"

You're on the money. Let me share some scripture with you, a sort of proto-nihilist portion of the Bible but it might intrigue you:
Ecclesiasties 1:1-11 KJV
1 The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem.
2 Vanity of vanities, saith the Preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity.
3 What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun?
4 One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh: but the earth abideth for ever.
5 The sun also ariseth, and the sun goeth down, and hasteth to his place where he arose.
6 The wind goeth toward the south, and turneth about unto the north; it whirleth about continually, and the wind returneth again according to his circuits.
7 All the rivers run into the sea; yet the sea is not full; unto the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again.
8 All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.
9 The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.
10 Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.
11 There is no remembrance of former things; neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after.

All we can really do is hope to be fruitful and multiply, to borrow more from scripture. We either die alone with our cats like the people of SFWA or we die surrounded by loved ones like those who value family.
 

Consensual Rapist

私は爆発的な下痢をしています! ^_^
pozme76: hi im horny
NYCockExchange: Hi horny man.
pozme76: 19/m/mi
NYCockExchange: Okay. Have we cybered before?
pozme76: no
pozme76: i wanna hear u moan
NYCockExchange: I don't have a mic though.
pozme76: a pic?
NYCockExchange: No.
pozme76: o
pozme76: can u call me
NYCockExchange: I'm sorry, what did you want again?
pozme76: i want u to call me
pozme76: so i can hear u moan
NYCockExchange: Oh. Okay. I'm sorry. I have really bad memory.
pozme76: haha ok
pozme76: what dou look like
NYCockExchange: What's okay?
pozme76: what
NYCockExchange: Huh?
pozme76: can u call me and moan for me
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I guess I can.
pozme76: are u alone
pozme76: what are u doing up so late are u 13?
pozme76: im 19 is that alright
NYCockExchange: Yeah I'm alone and thirteen.
pozme76: well what are u wearing right now
pozme76: by the way i have a big mature 7 inch cock
NYCockExchange: That's pretty big! I guess.
pozme76: ok
pozme76: so are u gonna call me i wanna jack it off for u
NYCockExchange: Okay. But I've never had phone sex with a woman before.
pozme76: whats ur name?
pozme76: im not a woman
pozme76: im a man
pozme76: i said cock do girls have cocks?
NYCockExchange: Ooops. I thought you told me you were a lesbian. My bad,
pozme76: are u just kidding
pozme76: o
pozme76: are u alright
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NYCockExchange: Must be my memory. I'm so sorry.
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pozme76: why is ur memory bad
NYCockExchange: My mom keeps telling me why, but I forget.
pozme76: what is ur name baby
NYCockExchange: That's what she says anyway.
NYCockExchange: Shelly.
pozme76: o im joey
pozme76: are u a virgin
NYCockExchange: No. ...Are you?
pozme76: what do u look like?
pozme76: no
NYCockExchange: How big is your cock?
pozme76: its bitg
pozme76: big
pozme76: do u like big cocks
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I like 'em.
pozme76: do u like sucking on big cocks? cuz i have one
pozme76: for U
NYCockExchange: You're transexual? That's odd.
pozme76: could u call me or would ur mom get angry?
pozme76: no im not
pozme76: im male
pozme76: totally
NYCockExchange: Oh. MALE. Okay.
pozme76: MALE
pozme76: 100% male
NYCockExchange: Okay. ASL?
pozme76: 19 years old
pozme76: from michigan
NYCockExchange: Alright. Wanna cyber?
pozme76: i wanna have phonesex
NYCockExchange: That sounds good.
pozme76: woulod u get in trouble
NYCockExchange: For what?
pozme76: calling me
NYCockExchange: No, I don't think so.
pozme76: well its long distance
NYCockExchange: It might be awkard though.
pozme76: why
pozme76: i just wanna hear u finger urself
NYCockExchange: Well, you've never done this with another girl have you?
pozme76: yes
pozme76: i am a male
pozme76: ive had phonesex with girls
pozme76: before
pozme76: are u a girl?
NYCockExchange: Yes, I am.
pozme76: do u want to have phonesex
NYCockExchange: That sounds good.
pozme76: call me
pozme76: then
NYCockExchange: Okay.
pozme76: ok
pozme76: do u want my #
NYCockExchange: Yes, give me your address.
pozme76: why dont u want my #
pozme76: u only need my # to have phonesex
NYCockExchange: Oh, yeah. That's right.
pozme76: is there sometihng wrong
pozme76: with u ur acting weird
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NYCockExchange: No. I feel okay, just a little lost.
pozme76: well are u gonna call me
NYCockExchange: But this is normal for me.
pozme76: ok
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I'll call right away.
pozme76: are u sure
pozme76: or are u not gonan
pozme76: gonna
NYCockExchange: Yeah, who do I ask for?
pozme76: joey
pozme76: ill answer it
NYCockExchange: Okay.
pozme76:
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pozme76: well how are u gonna call me
NYCockExchange: Probably with the... phone?
pozme76:
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ok
pozme76: do it
NYCockExchange: Okay. Can I have your number, Jason?
pozme76: 313 387 1726
pozme76: im not jason
pozme76: joey
NYCockExchange: Yes?
pozme76:
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pozme76: im not jason
pozme76: whose jason
NYCockExchange: Um. I don't know a Jason. I don't, really.
pozme76: u said jason
pozme76: u said can i have ur number,jason?
pozme76: u must of forgot
NYCockExchange: Forgot what?
pozme76: my name
pozme76: what is my name
NYCockExchange: Okay. ASL?
pozme76: what?
pozme76: i already told u
pozme76: what the hell
pozme76: are u gonna call me
pozme76: or not
NYCockExchange: Yeah! Give me your number, Joe!
pozme76: 313 387 1726
pozme76: call me
NYCockExchange: Okay, let me write it down.
pozme76: are u gonna call me
NYCockExchange: I'm writing it down, is that okay?
pozme76: i have to sign off first
pozme76: yes
pozme76: is what okay
NYCockExchange: It's okay you're signing off. I won't feel bad.
pozme76: why would u feel bad
NYCockExchange: Um. Because you're leaving me.
pozme76: i have to sign off for u to call me
NYCockExchange: I won't forget you.
pozme76: call me
pozme76: my phone line is connected to my computer
pozme76: call me now
NYCockExchange: Hi!
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pozme76: hi?
pozme76: are u gonna call me
pozme76: or what
pozme76: dam
NYCockExchange: Depends on who this is.
pozme76: i told u who it was
pozme76: are u horny or not
NYCockExchange: Was?
pozme76: i am joey
pozme76: im 19
pozme76: remember
NYCockExchange: Yeah I'm horny.
pozme76: god
pozme76: well call me
NYCockExchange: Hi Joey!
pozme76: ok
pozme76: i just gave u my # do u remember
NYCockExchange: Let me scroll up and find it.
pozme76: u just wrote it down
pozme76: u said
pozme76: omg
pozme76: lol
NYCockExchange: Oh yeah.
NYCockExchange:
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pozme76: come on dont play games with me
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pozme76: so ....... are u gonna call me?
pozme76: im horny too
NYCockExchange: I wanna listen to you finger yourself, so I'll call you right now.
pozme76: im a man
pozme76: i dont have a pussy
pozme76: u do
NYCockExchange: You're a man?
pozme76: i want to hear u finger urself
pozme76: yes
pozme76: whatever
NYCockExchange: Okay.
pozme76: ur weird
NYCockExchange: I'm sorry Jason.
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pozme76: im not jason
pozme76: damit
pozme76: are u gonna call me
pozme76: or not
pozme76: call me now ok ill be waiting
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I guess. Who do I ask for?
pozme76: 313 387 1726
pozme76: joey
pozme76: ok bye
NYCockExchange: Hey! That's the same number on this paper!
pozme76: haha yep
pozme76: call now ok
NYCockExchange: Sure thing, sis!
pozme76: bye talk to on the phone
NYCockExchange: Alright, Jessie... Right NOW?
NYCockExchange: Hi!
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Torque’sHeadBump

(Voluntarily) torqued boomer
even though I was a model for Abercrombie as a teen
I saw some Netflix doc recently where pretty much all Abercrombie models (males) were either gay or were pressured into sodomy. What did they do to you, son?

if this is genuine, then I hope you find some peace, brothaman. Take up a creative hobby to maybe express the feelings you have, visually or in some other medium. Who cares if it’s shitty? You don’t even have to give the shit to anyone.

Walking is good, at least you’re not turning into Pat or Joe. Just try and stick it out and find something that makes you fawkin lawf

:brothaman_lg:
 
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UnPRePared

For the last time, I am NOT Frank Grimes!
pozme76: hi im horny
NYCockExchange: Hi horny man.
pozme76: 19/m/mi
NYCockExchange: Okay. Have we cybered before?
pozme76: no
pozme76: i wanna hear u moan
NYCockExchange: I don't have a mic though.
pozme76: a pic?
NYCockExchange: No.
pozme76: o
pozme76: can u call me
NYCockExchange: I'm sorry, what did you want again?
pozme76: i want u to call me
pozme76: so i can hear u moan
NYCockExchange: Oh. Okay. I'm sorry. I have really bad memory.
pozme76: haha ok
pozme76: what dou look like
NYCockExchange: What's okay?
pozme76: what
NYCockExchange: Huh?
pozme76: can u call me and moan for me
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I guess I can.
pozme76: are u alone
pozme76: what are u doing up so late are u 13?
pozme76: im 19 is that alright
NYCockExchange: Yeah I'm alone and thirteen.
pozme76: well what are u wearing right now
pozme76: by the way i have a big mature 7 inch cock
NYCockExchange: That's pretty big! I guess.
pozme76: ok
pozme76: so are u gonna call me i wanna jack it off for u
NYCockExchange: Okay. But I've never had phone sex with a woman before.
pozme76: whats ur name?
pozme76: im not a woman
pozme76: im a man
pozme76: i said cock do girls have cocks?
NYCockExchange: Ooops. I thought you told me you were a lesbian. My bad,
pozme76: are u just kidding
pozme76: o
pozme76: are u alright
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NYCockExchange: Must be my memory. I'm so sorry.
s_5.gif

pozme76: why is ur memory bad
NYCockExchange: My mom keeps telling me why, but I forget.
pozme76: what is ur name baby
NYCockExchange: That's what she says anyway.
NYCockExchange: Shelly.
pozme76: o im joey
pozme76: are u a virgin
NYCockExchange: No. ...Are you?
pozme76: what do u look like?
pozme76: no
NYCockExchange: How big is your cock?
pozme76: its bitg
pozme76: big
pozme76: do u like big cocks
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I like 'em.
pozme76: do u like sucking on big cocks? cuz i have one
pozme76: for U
NYCockExchange: You're transexual? That's odd.
pozme76: could u call me or would ur mom get angry?
pozme76: no im not
pozme76: im male
pozme76: totally
NYCockExchange: Oh. MALE. Okay.
pozme76: MALE
pozme76: 100% male
NYCockExchange: Okay. ASL?
pozme76: 19 years old
pozme76: from michigan
NYCockExchange: Alright. Wanna cyber?
pozme76: i wanna have phonesex
NYCockExchange: That sounds good.
pozme76: woulod u get in trouble
NYCockExchange: For what?
pozme76: calling me
NYCockExchange: No, I don't think so.
pozme76: well its long distance
NYCockExchange: It might be awkard though.
pozme76: why
pozme76: i just wanna hear u finger urself
NYCockExchange: Well, you've never done this with another girl have you?
pozme76: yes
pozme76: i am a male
pozme76: ive had phonesex with girls
pozme76: before
pozme76: are u a girl?
NYCockExchange: Yes, I am.
pozme76: do u want to have phonesex
NYCockExchange: That sounds good.
pozme76: call me
pozme76: then
NYCockExchange: Okay.
pozme76: ok
pozme76: do u want my #
NYCockExchange: Yes, give me your address.
pozme76: why dont u want my #
pozme76: u only need my # to have phonesex
NYCockExchange: Oh, yeah. That's right.
pozme76: is there sometihng wrong
pozme76: with u ur acting weird
s_1.gif

NYCockExchange: No. I feel okay, just a little lost.
pozme76: well are u gonna call me
NYCockExchange: But this is normal for me.
pozme76: ok
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I'll call right away.
pozme76: are u sure
pozme76: or are u not gonan
pozme76: gonna
NYCockExchange: Yeah, who do I ask for?
pozme76: joey
pozme76: ill answer it
NYCockExchange: Okay.
pozme76:
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pozme76: well how are u gonna call me
NYCockExchange: Probably with the... phone?
pozme76:
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ok
pozme76: do it
NYCockExchange: Okay. Can I have your number, Jason?
pozme76: 313 387 1726
pozme76: im not jason
pozme76: joey
NYCockExchange: Yes?
pozme76:
s_5.gif

pozme76: im not jason
pozme76: whose jason
NYCockExchange: Um. I don't know a Jason. I don't, really.
pozme76: u said jason
pozme76: u said can i have ur number,jason?
pozme76: u must of forgot
NYCockExchange: Forgot what?
pozme76: my name
pozme76: what is my name
NYCockExchange: Okay. ASL?
pozme76: what?
pozme76: i already told u
pozme76: what the hell
pozme76: are u gonna call me
pozme76: or not
NYCockExchange: Yeah! Give me your number, Joe!
pozme76: 313 387 1726
pozme76: call me
NYCockExchange: Okay, let me write it down.
pozme76: are u gonna call me
NYCockExchange: I'm writing it down, is that okay?
pozme76: i have to sign off first
pozme76: yes
pozme76: is what okay
NYCockExchange: It's okay you're signing off. I won't feel bad.
pozme76: why would u feel bad
NYCockExchange: Um. Because you're leaving me.
pozme76: i have to sign off for u to call me
NYCockExchange: I won't forget you.
pozme76: call me
pozme76: my phone line is connected to my computer
pozme76: call me now
NYCockExchange: Hi!
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pozme76: hi?
pozme76: are u gonna call me
pozme76: or what
pozme76: dam
NYCockExchange: Depends on who this is.
pozme76: i told u who it was
pozme76: are u horny or not
NYCockExchange: Was?
pozme76: i am joey
pozme76: im 19
pozme76: remember
NYCockExchange: Yeah I'm horny.
pozme76: god
pozme76: well call me
NYCockExchange: Hi Joey!
pozme76: ok
pozme76: i just gave u my # do u remember
NYCockExchange: Let me scroll up and find it.
pozme76: u just wrote it down
pozme76: u said
pozme76: omg
pozme76: lol
NYCockExchange: Oh yeah.
NYCockExchange:
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pozme76: come on dont play games with me
s_1.gif

pozme76: so ....... are u gonna call me?
pozme76: im horny too
NYCockExchange: I wanna listen to you finger yourself, so I'll call you right now.
pozme76: im a man
pozme76: i dont have a pussy
pozme76: u do
NYCockExchange: You're a man?
pozme76: i want to hear u finger urself
pozme76: yes
pozme76: whatever
NYCockExchange: Okay.
pozme76: ur weird
NYCockExchange: I'm sorry Jason.
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pozme76: im not jason
pozme76: damit
pozme76: are u gonna call me
pozme76: or not
pozme76: call me now ok ill be waiting
NYCockExchange: Yeah, I guess. Who do I ask for?
pozme76: 313 387 1726
pozme76: joey
pozme76: ok bye
NYCockExchange: Hey! That's the same number on this paper!
pozme76: haha yep
pozme76: call now ok
NYCockExchange: Sure thing, sis!
pozme76: bye talk to on the phone
NYCockExchange: Alright, Jessie... Right NOW?
NYCockExchange: Hi!
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