How often do you wake up feeling like you got the shit kicked out of you?

[Nick Gerlips]

As much as I'd love to follow this advice I've come to the realization that I simply have reached the end of the ride and have been through enough nonsense to want to keep riding.

I've worked hard in my stupid life and have wasted my time with it. I've watched too many people around me find financial success with barely having to do a thing while I've worked myself to death over the years

I've accepted I've gotten a crappy set of cards and can only laugh about it at this point. Especially if I were to look at it from a third person's perspective.

It sounds morbid, but I can't wait until it's all said and done. I'll probably be more annoyed by all the people who will claim to miss me. Especially ones who have never bothered to keep up with me. I will make sure to haunt them for the rest of their lives if possible.

I feel this exact same way

 

[nasty twp]

If Dr. Jordan Peterson taught us anything it's that you can always find a life as a gay man by eating meats. Is it a happy life? No. But it's a life.

Jordy P just got merked by among others a child, for the world to enjoy.

The atheistic lad was leading him towards doctrinal recognition of miracles. Which is something a Christian scholar might be able to play off with a wink and a nod. Peterson however is a dunce who has made cartoonish hyper-orthodoxy in conjunction Divine Masculine fact-and-and-logic nonsense part of his absurd brand. Hence he caught himself between the rock & hard place of "I'm fake" and "magic is real", then tripped over himself trying to extricate.

 

[NortheastPhilly]

I hate mornings, always have. No matter what I do, or eat, or take, and no matter how well, comfortably, or long I sleep, I wake up sluggish, creaky, and crabby. I need a good two hours before I shake off the morning. The only time I ever woke up feeling wide-awake and refreshed was, interestingly enough, the morning after I took LSD for the first time.

And I hate morning people. I had a friend who used to wake up at 4:45AM every single day, fully formed and ready to go. He'd show up at my door unannounced at 6AM, and he'd always be stunned when I'd tell him to go fuck himself. "How can you just sleep away such a beautiful day?"...faggot.

Im the same way. There’s always this moment a couple hours after I wake up, sometimes even later, where I go holy shit my body just actually woke up. And suddenly I feel good and have positive thoughts.

 

[Long Island Clan]

Jordy P just got merked by among others a child, for the world to enjoy.

The atheistic lad was leading him towards doctrinal recognition of miracles. Which is something a Christian scholar might be able to play off with a wink and a nod. Peterson however is a dunce who has made cartoonish hyper-orthodoxy in conjunction Divine Masculine fact-and-and-logic nonsense part of his absurd brand. Hence he caught himself between the rock & hard place of "I'm fake" and "magic is real", then tripped over himself trying to extricate.

All those atheists look like dorks.

 

[Turk February]

All those atheists look like dorks.

No we don't. I have an ironic moustache. Proof atheist does not equal gay.

 

[TheGhostOfBernellTrammell]

Thanks for the kind words, they're not being wasted as I understand where you're coming from.

But the fact of the matter is I may not be physically dead, yet, but I am dying.

I've looked for the resources the moment I found out the situation, but realized those resources are so out of my league that it's hilarious.

The amount of money it would cost in treatment would completely bankrupt me for 3 lifetimes. I didn't work 20 years for me to lose every single penny I've ever made to treatments that aren't even guaranteed to do anything.

Doctor had his talk with me and I believe he expected me to break down but I just sat there waiting for him to finish so I can just leave and not think about it. It's amazing how a doctor can talk about these treatment options like they're affordable and standard like taking a Tylenol. Glom over the fact that you'll never be able to afford it without going into unrecoverable debt.

It's been some time since then and now it's gotten worse. Mornings used to suck but now they're overwhelmingly bad. I'm awake now and sick to my stomach and have to be up in 6 hours for work.

I'm able to function just fine by the time I get to work, but dread knowing I'm gonna go home and wake up feeling like shit again the next day.

As Jimmy would say, It's a tough one man.

You're the last user here that sorta thing should be happening to. Sorry to hear of your situation and will keep you in the thoughts and prayers. Genuinely.

 

[aRTie02150]

You're the last user here that sorta thing should be happening to. Sorry to hear of your situation and will keep you in the thoughts and prayers. Genuinely.

Dots and prayahs