That line of thinking will dull itself out once you meet your life partner. You'll just wish they came into your life sooner. I had a couple little girlfriend experiences really young, like 10-11 years old, smooching and hand holding, hanging out, etc. Innocent shit. But for whatever reason, I was really soured on the idea of pointless go-nowhere coming of age girl experiences afterwards, until my late-late teens, maybe almost 20. I missed out on all that shit, all those high schooler or college aged kid experiences, but I snapped out of it and got it done and started trying. Well over a decade later now and all that shit is a joke to me. You have to go out there and get your heart broken by retarded stupid bitches for a while. You'll get over it, try again, harden up, get fucked over, harden up, try again, etc. Quit being a fag, for the love of your god.
Now for not getting fucked in 13 years guy, the fuck? i had a 2 year dryspell once and that was bad. What are you doing?