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I want to start a thread about this, where interested people can debate big questions. I understand I ruin other threads doing it, so I’ll confine it here if people are interested. Some people are, and I enjoy talking to them.
If you don’t like that stuff, great, nobody is forcing you into this thread.
Something that’s bothering me, which I think is my overriding concern.
I’m serious about my faith, I grip on to it tightly and I’m terrified of God and answering for my life. I know what my actions mean and what they lead to, and although I’m gradually getting much better at mastering myself, I still act like a complete moody retard sinner often even though I know the price.
What the fuck is that? Am I weak? Is Satan that powerful? Can I keep repenting for the same sins and moving on like nothing happened? I’m trying to atone for them, does He know where I am and who I am and what my best efforts look like despite what I actually do?
I feel like if I repent and try to atone I shouldn’t regret anything or hold onto the guilt because that’s saying God hasn’t cleansed them and I have no faith, but if I don’t stop doing it is that just an excuse?
But talk about anything to do with God, faith, what the purpose of life is or whatever. Or don’t, just call me gay or ignore this and watch porn.
If you don’t like that stuff, great, nobody is forcing you into this thread.
Something that’s bothering me, which I think is my overriding concern.
I’m serious about my faith, I grip on to it tightly and I’m terrified of God and answering for my life. I know what my actions mean and what they lead to, and although I’m gradually getting much better at mastering myself, I still act like a complete moody retard sinner often even though I know the price.
What the fuck is that? Am I weak? Is Satan that powerful? Can I keep repenting for the same sins and moving on like nothing happened? I’m trying to atone for them, does He know where I am and who I am and what my best efforts look like despite what I actually do?
I feel like if I repent and try to atone I shouldn’t regret anything or hold onto the guilt because that’s saying God hasn’t cleansed them and I have no faith, but if I don’t stop doing it is that just an excuse?
But talk about anything to do with God, faith, what the purpose of life is or whatever. Or don’t, just call me gay or ignore this and watch porn.