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after some soul searching and concerned messages from people on here I have decided to come clean about my drug use and the meltdown I had on here yesterday and today. i know that i have ruined my reputation on this forum with my posts, and that i can never show my face around here again without being mocked and judged for being a faggot junkie attention whore. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry everyone.
I was an only child and I was pretty lonely growing up. We had a nice house in the suburbs outside Atlanta, Georgia. My father was a writer for a show called squidbillies and he was always busy at work so i never got to see him. I think he was doing some shady shit under the table too, he was pretty much never home or in my lifr at all. my mom was a dental assistant and heavy drinker so you can see where im going with this, I didn't have a lot of support at home growing up.
Left the nest at 17 to go out and see the great big world and I didn't fare well. At my lowest point I remember I was riding a city bus drunk alone at night and a black homeless man tried to put his finger in my ass. I fought, and I fought hard, but ultimately I couldn't escape it and eventually I gave up. I just laid there completely hopeless while he dug around in my asshole with his pointer finger, he really got up in there and it was like he was looking for something in my ass. He never found it. A couple days after that was the first time I attempted to take my own life. I had a dvd copy of Step Brothers in my bag and I broke it in half and tried using the sharp edge to slit my wrists, but it didn't work. I think a guardian angel was watching over me the night I did that.
After that incident I basically hit the lowest point of my life. I started getting into drugs, mainly methamphetamine and benzedrex inhalers which are basically dirty meth you can buy over the counter. Basically I was getting high with whatever money I could get, and as you can imagine living like that gets dark pretty fast. In my deug psychosis I started riding the bus aimlessly, looking for that black guy to finger my ass again around this time as well.
Anyways thats my story up until a couple days ago. feel free to ask any questions you have and be kind :) thanks, love you guys
and you can save all your nasty comments to yourselves
I was an only child and I was pretty lonely growing up. We had a nice house in the suburbs outside Atlanta, Georgia. My father was a writer for a show called squidbillies and he was always busy at work so i never got to see him. I think he was doing some shady shit under the table too, he was pretty much never home or in my lifr at all. my mom was a dental assistant and heavy drinker so you can see where im going with this, I didn't have a lot of support at home growing up.
Left the nest at 17 to go out and see the great big world and I didn't fare well. At my lowest point I remember I was riding a city bus drunk alone at night and a black homeless man tried to put his finger in my ass. I fought, and I fought hard, but ultimately I couldn't escape it and eventually I gave up. I just laid there completely hopeless while he dug around in my asshole with his pointer finger, he really got up in there and it was like he was looking for something in my ass. He never found it. A couple days after that was the first time I attempted to take my own life. I had a dvd copy of Step Brothers in my bag and I broke it in half and tried using the sharp edge to slit my wrists, but it didn't work. I think a guardian angel was watching over me the night I did that.
After that incident I basically hit the lowest point of my life. I started getting into drugs, mainly methamphetamine and benzedrex inhalers which are basically dirty meth you can buy over the counter. Basically I was getting high with whatever money I could get, and as you can imagine living like that gets dark pretty fast. In my deug psychosis I started riding the bus aimlessly, looking for that black guy to finger my ass again around this time as well.
Anyways thats my story up until a couple days ago. feel free to ask any questions you have and be kind :) thanks, love you guys
and you can save all your nasty comments to yourselves
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